i've been messed with, let down, and played too many times. i wonder what people think of me too much, and i'm way too judgmental. my heart is big but i have my selfish moments. i love to be in big groups, but i love to be alone. every song on my ipod has a special memory or a regret behind it. i don't like going through old pictures because i miss what used to be. i tend to over think things and i trust way too many people. i have the people i'd love to pack up and leave with, and there are some people i wish would just disappear. i don't cry very often, but when i do i can't stop. i hate the word goodbye and i wish it didn't exist. i hate liars, though i lie myself. i have secrets hidden in me that even i don't know. i'm still finding things out about myself.
